In writing this memoir of my friends drug addiction. I hope to find closer in myself, I helped him as best I could but there was much more I could have done. It is important to be there for friends and I do not believe in ever abandoning them. We all have our own issues and problems in life, sometimes it is extremely difficult to coop with them. It can bring us to rock bottom and completely ruin our potential in becoming our best self. I believe that part of becoming one's best self is to be supported by friends and family. Without having others to help push you forward can kill your motivation and confidence. Without that why do anything.